harap..mengharap..harapan....=(

Assalamualaikum w.b.t

Selepas mbelek2 blog mmbe cute kulim hmba..dgn ttbe...sang otak pantas berputar...mnandakan hmba jga ada ssuatu nk d kogsi disni..hah..tgok tjok pon smacm ja kn...
Actually...hmba nk crite tntg harapn n pngalaman2 yg bekaitn dgn harapan....
em...sume org klu bercnta,klu ble nk psgn kta behrap pda kta kn...i mean kta nk org tu btul3 ska kta, syg kta n btul3 menghrapkan kta dlm hdupnya....actually itu pnah tjd dlm hdup hmba a long time ago...in my first love...sush nk describe pe tjd n mcmna sesuatu harapn musnah dlm jgka msa yg lma...+2 pda seorg pencinta setia...hmba la tu..ahahah...npe??xpcye ke...
pape pon..msa first lov dlu...monkey love nyer...umo bru sthun jgung.ye la...umo bru 15thun..xlogik ar..klu le berthan kn...cm mmbe hmba pon...6thun bersma tp break gtu ajer...
so,ble dgr hal break2 nie,hmba mmg tkot gler ar...
dlu msa hmba mnutup pntu hti hmba slama 2thun lbih...hmba dh bjnji pd dri hmba klu hmba bertmu dgn lov strusnya....
#hmba xnk mgharap sgt pda lov tu...
#hmba nk stia spt mna sblm nie...
#hmba nk si die bhgia wlu hmba x bhgia
#hmba xnk kongkong die...
#hmba xnk cmbru gler n buta cm lov hmba sblm nie...dlu hmba mmg si cmbru yg gler2...haha
#hmba nk jga btul2 hbgn hmba n si die (pe yg haram,ttp haram..mksdnya,hbgan ygbertepatan
dgn agama Islam...)
#hmba jga berharap hbgn berkekalan..n di redhai Ilahi..
so...skg hmba dh bertmu dgn sesorg yg bg hmba very nice person..pape pon...hmba nk die knal hmba btul2...huhu...n hmba berhrp agr 1 hari nnt hmba leh berharap pdnya....InsyaAllah...

nk tau,dlu hmba mnghrap sgt pd hbgn hmba smpai dr hmba frust nongeng...so,tkot hal tu berulang lg..pndai2 mhsbah dri...n berdoa pda Allah..

thats all 4 now...dadidu...Assalamualaikum....